It’s been quite sometime since I last wrote something, even though, I have tapped on the “New Post” option practically everyday.
These days,a lot of times, i find myself questioning my existance.
“Why am I here? What am i good at? What am I doing with my life? ”
I see my friends and honestly, I am so proud of them. These beautiful, talented people I grew up with, having achieved so much in their lives already at the mere ages of 20-21, and continuing to do so.
And while I feel so happy for them, I hear this tiny,little voice in the back of my head , almost like its probing me ,”What have you done till now?”
But what if I have not found my calling yet?
Yes I’m pursuing what I’ve always wanted to – Medicine. But I want more.
I don’t want to be just another girl in a medical college, with nothing else to do. I wanna achieve something. What, exactly? I wish I knew.
Maybe I’ve just not found my calling yet. Maybe I just need a push.
To explore things. To explore myself. My desires and dreams.
I am hoping that when i read this post 4-5 years down the line, I would be content, having achieved something. Making myself proud of me.